Happy Easter... NOT

So it is Easter.
My little boy came into my room at some ungodly hour of the night.... I pulled him up into mine and Hubbies bed when I stir both my son and Hubb were gone. I hate my kids kicking hubby out of bed. Anyway.

I hate all important days Birthdays, Easter and Christmas all that crap. For some reason I get moody and lose my shit. Does anyone else get like this?

On another note. My Oxynorms are driving me crazy I cannot keep still once I take them.... if I don't take them ill withdraw....as I said I am going crazy. Glad my husband has some time off. Means I'll get more time with him and you know other things (no matter what mood I have a high libido)

I have also had an issue with best friend. It was her fault (usually I hold a grudge forever but its her and I need her and I care for her) so I am pretty unhappy right now.

Ahhh what the hell. Nobody reads this anyway. So it's my little online diary :)

Sick AGAIN!

No wonder I have been feeling like arse. I have pneumonia AGAIN! I've had it 7 times in a 18 month period. So I am on anti biotics, hope they work. I hate being sick nearly everyday.

I finally found a long stay lip stick that has won my heart.
I have tried Jeffrey Star and Lime Crime. But Kat Von D's everlasting liquid lipstick wins.

I wish people were reading my diary.  So I can find people like me.

My view of my Bipolar as a change of season, I've been pretty low for a few months now. I've never had a 'normal' time. I have no idea what it feels like to be 'normal'.

Peace out
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